Thursday, July 28

//file op after.10.years

*****mOod: pUzzLed?!?! mAsAyA.. mALuNgkOt.. miXed eH
**feEliNg: cuTe... :p

**yM chAt: jOlenz, pAuLa, leA, jeOna, mOnaLee, dabbay, ed, eJay, dRew
**yM MaiL: 105 new messages

*riD sTat: nAsA 1/2 ng 2 kiLL a MockIngBird

//file oaf self
ngaun ko lang iedit ang akin template..
putek....
paano ko ba babaguhin itong template na ito na may orange pa ren..
think think think....

//file oaf bp
feel nia hair nia..

//file op tampisaw
masaya sumugod sa ulan na walang payong
yumawid sa baha na hindi napasukan ng tubig ang sapatos
tumawa ng malakas sa gitna ng daan
maramdaman ang pagpatak ng ulan..
at sana sa pagbuhos ng tag-ulan
ika'y kasama magpakailanman..

//file oaf bp
di bagay..

//file oaf lb
buti di kinakarma..
ak2ali wala naman talagang karma..
pawang katotohanan lamang..

//file music cueshe.smb
woaw..
gwapo lead guitarist nila..
yiheeeee..
grabe ung americano kinareer lahat..

//file oaf denver
ang gulo mo putek..
buti maglalaho ka na sa buhay ko..
sana..
kulang na talaga jigsaw ko..

//file lpp
HAPPI BDAY WENDY..
sixteen ka na ba o seventeen..
basta brian pa ren..
yiheeeeee....
considered as PROSe ito..

//file hsl twns
woaw.. hair ko na windang.. pero okie lang..

//file hsl dlsu-ccs
woaw.. ate mads di tau nagkita.. sana safe ang yin yang ko..
sentimental value chuva..

//file me gateway..
woaw..
ala america
kaso madami vacant..
mahal kc eh..
i mean ung renta
sa space..
di ko nakita si cori..
sayang pamasahe.. :P

//file lpp
this is prose poetry..
consider math rules in english.. kei?
*******ed is my crush********
*****chan looks like ed******
******chan is my crush*******
*********(:P cOrnY)**********

//file hsl dlsu-ccs
how i miss u na people...
grabe.. miss ko na cherry red
miss ko na mga away namen ni ejay
miss ko na mga kanta ni ada
miss ko na mga kwento ni nina
miss ko na mga message ni dominic
miss ko na mga times with emman
miss ko na mga talks with lariza
miss ko na mga sessions with chekai
miss ko na mga moments with jerry
si carlo.... ah miss ko na ren un....:P
miss ko na mga orange team...
miss ko na mga facis......
miss ko na gox....
miss ko na..
miss ko..
miss..
mis..
mi..
mentally illl..
haha..
pero seryoso miss ko na talaga..
lahat ng mga nangyayari..
sa aking buhay..
nOong buwan ng abril
taong 2005......sUmmEr cAmp

//file oaf bp
panget....
i mean it reflects me..
di sa ken bagay buhok nia..

//file oaf self..
madami pa ren nagmamahal sa ken..
dont giv up gwen
kip on going..GwEn

//file p.s
cute ko no?
:P
pero seryoso..
cute ako..
haha..!
diary ko.....
wer r u na?

//file hsl tle.math
mOre ChAlk pLease.. PeNs dOwn.. StARt
2. x+y+5=0
3. mdpt is (4,2) since 2y=x
4. 3x-4y-18=0
5. 4x+3y-26=0 [perpendicular kc.. so negative reciprocal]
6. 9
nakalimutan ko ung number 1 pero nasagutan ko paren
at oo nga pala..
masaya ang electronics..
kumikitang kabuhayan.. :P
mAY peNcil Na AkO!!!!!

[û] total collection of files [û] 17

Saturday, July 23

//file op fake.smiles

//file op fake.smiles
i cant see myself the way i use to be.. i use to laugh with my heart but i now laugh with my breath.. i used to smile with sincerity but now i smile with my teeth.. i used to kiss with love but now i kiss with pain.. i cry with my heart and wipe by my fears.. i try to stay calm but my mind is incomplete.. maybe im just problematic.. i am just makin them on my own.. but i just cant understand.. the feeling to disown.. my soul walks fast.. but my body walks slow.. please dont leave me with a past.. and a future unknown..

//file oaf self.pysho
di ko maintindihan sarili ko.. napakagulo na ng aking mundo.. di ko namalayang wala na.. ang pag-ibig na totoo.. bakit ka ba lumisan.. sa aking tabi.. kailan ko ng kaibigan.. makikinig sa aking labi.. di ko alam aking gagawin.. sana'y iyong sabihin.. sarili ko'y di kayang abotin.. kahit itanong mo pa sa akin.. ang ihip ng hangin.. nagbibigay bigat sa akin himbing.. isang tulog na sa aking nagdulot ng masamang tingin..

//file oaf pearl0015
di sya sumama sa bamboo..

//file spe cg
epal bamboo.. grabe di natuloy di ko tuloy nakita si ira... hay naku... bahala na.. tama si pearl.. grabe galing..

//file bf
narito si jeona sa bahay.. uvernyt..

//file oaf denver
buti ka pa may bago na.. ako wala pa.. stick to kris pa ren.. grabe..

//file llp castles of clay
please dont pretend u dont care..
please tell why you're standing there..
in the waterfall of my eye..
under the light of the sky..
please tell me why you're alone..
tossing sands under the stone..
why do you build a castle out of clay..
when summer is just in may..
i see the life in your smile
catching the grin for a while
why are you under the storm
when you could be at home
please tell me your goodbye
if you dont want to talk or try
just keep going to your path
in abyss of your wrath.....

//file oaf denver
epal mo! i hate u

//file oaf jk
katakot ka daw.. mumu.. natakot si barok.. shet umiyak..

//file oaf maj
sana nayakap kita kahit sandali..

anlayo ko na sa aking sarili di ko na alam aking gagawin..

internet

//file hsl tle
haha.. epal ni sir bangayan.. ikaw talaga foster ang engot mo.. yeah right.. sbi mo eh..

//file hsl july22
ah.... mp3 ni paula.. haha.. di ako nakinig grabe

//file hsl cat
tanga ko talaga.. d ko namalayan kung nsan un hairnet ni rei.. epal ko talaga..... shet!

Monday, July 18

//file op life.support

//file oaf Denver
pasalamat siya at nililigawan mo sya.. kala nia.. next tym masasabunutan ko na sya

//file oaf Denver.ulet
at least naman di ko na kailangan ng make up para meron magkagus2 sa aken.. kahit nga magulo buhok ko may nagkakagusto pa ren sa aken.. eh ikaw.. shet feeling..

//file stil migs
thanks sa pagtatanggol mo sa aken sa babaeng binunburan ng make up.. shet.. kaso migs ang stick.. bad..

//file oaf pg0011
tama nga.. mejo mahilig sya magsmile.. and so.. sulet pa ren eh

//file swt basketbol.ncaa
grabe natalo ang mapua ng pcu.. Letran na lang tapos tuloy tuloy na yan hanggang finals.. pcu na.. go Letran!

//file oaf pearl0007
cute sya.. haha.. narealize ko lang mejo lately..

//file bf Jeona
hay si papa.. masarap talaga ang ulam papa.. at next tym di na po ako uuwi ng gabi nanay presy.. nga pa la ate merci musta ung kasal.. hay Miguel namiss ko kakulitan na ten chuva.. tren tren bus bus.. hay.. ate gwen.. Liezl kaya pa yan.. kau talaga si Sandra tignan mo.. at Jeona.. tama na kamera… finish na photo sessions..

//file hsl sma.chad
hay chad di ka pumunta.. nieexpect pa naman "kita".. haha gumawa ba daw ng issue.. pwera biro.. akala ko talaga pupunta sya.. kaso may practice.. hay ineexpect ka pa naman talaga ni katherine..

//file bf Jeona.ulet
send mo ung pics na ten.. unfair.. haha.. LOCKER is EVIL!

//file bf anne
hay grabe unchanging paren tau.. grabe 10 yrs na ata tau di nag-uusap pero no change pa ren.. at alam mo naman nand2 lang ako para sa iyo.. hahanap kita ng puppy na kyut.. grabe.. at sana maresolve na ung kay tin.. oo nga.. mixed emotions.. tama..

//file swt vlleybal.mervs
hay mervs.. nahatak pa la kita sa volleyball.. nice.. lets play…. Grabe no.. hay adik sa paghabol ng bola.. si barok champ di ba?

//file oaf arian0003
hay arian di mo naman sya kailangan eh.. en besides nand2 pa ako.. haha.. baket tuturuan ka ba nia sa math.. at oo nga.. lahat nga ng tao eh inaaway nia.. hayaan mo in the future pati si dense eh magsasawa na sa ugali nia..

//file hsl dlsu-ccs
hay namiss ko kau.. grabe.. emman nina.. iluvu.. sa sem break ha.. swimming.. cherry red pa ren.. hay sana magkabati na kami ni ejay.. di ba.. para masaya tau lahat..

//file oaf pg0013
oo nga.. di ka talaga palma.. at taga st.benedict ka.. pero e2 pa ren masasabi ko.. ang gwapo mo!

//file lpp el.fili
pano kaya at maging mongha ako.. I mean pano kung di maging kami ni kris at ayoko na sa tunay na mundo.. tama magmomongha ako.. oh di ba.. ala maria clara.. yiheeeeee..

//file oaf Denver
kc ikaw eh.. naiiyak na ako sa cd na ito..

//file oaf Denver.nanaman
hay sadya bang nagpapamiss ka?

//file lpp quote
the heart is in the left side of the body maybe that is why it isn’t always right? [Jeona.. l300? Remember????]

//file oaf lb0013
malay mo nga si mr un di ba.. eh pano.. shet si bp karibal! Sauce naman..

//file oaf lie0025
haha haba nga ng hair mo.. sorry mejo bad 3p kc eh.. wrong timing ka.. haha.. kita mo ba si pg? Gwapo ba?

//file hsl twns
I still feel I don’t belong.. LIFE SUPPORT.. naks hale.. go champ.. hay sarcastic na ako putek.. ayoko maging plastik tao ako..

//file hsl fire.drill
ambobo putek ano kaya un..

//file hsl ulan
sino di mababaliw sa ulaaaaaaaaaaa--aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan? Ayan nagkasipon tuloy.. haha.. sayaw kc ng sayaw eh..

//file hsl tle
dan ha.. kala ko rush Pwede naman pa lang 2 be continued.. pero ok lang masaya pa naman

//file oaf lb0016
tama ka mejo tahimik mode muna ako.. mejo lie-low para di masyado mapuna.. kc life support na ako eh.. putek..

//file stil buk.fair
clamshell 2 buk fair.. ganda kaso wala ako pera…. Huhu

//file p.s
pano maproprove ng babae na babae sya… kc sa lalake hahalikan nia lang eh.. yuck putek!

//file oaf pg0015
GWAPO MO!

//file swt vlleybal
grabe nakakainspire magvolleyball. Madame kc kalaro eh

//file [movie code] f4
haha.. nakalimutan ko ung code.. hehe.. fantastic four. Shet! hay putek corny! Pero gwapo kc si chris evans.. hay kris.. shett!

//file op close.up
hay angganda nung song grabe.. kakakilig.. sana naman eh.. hay basta,,

//file itfig phone.cal
grabe kilala paren ako ng kuya nia.. that is what matters pero at least nag-usap kami kahit mejo 10 minutes lang.. mejo understandable kc may pasok da next day at 10 pm na ako tumawag.. haha.. pero wat matters is nakausap ko sya.. at feeling ko naman eh masaya sya sa buhay nia.. sana naman ay tuloy tuloy na.. kc masaya ako kung san ka masaya! Yiheeeeee

//file p.s
diary ko nasan ka na.. Ayoko na ng pad paper.. mapupuno na sya!!!!!!!
panget si EMERSON DIONISIO! PANGET

Friday, July 15

//file op intermidi8.pad.paper

//file oaf pearl0001
first observation ko sa kanya. she is quite amusing. that is why she and kris are close friends. take not pearl and i has the same birthday and pearl also had a crush on kris. she is only a year older than me. so im young.

//file itfig jealousy
hay jealous ako kay pearl buti pa sya nakakausap nia si kris.. hmph! jealous ako talaga. i mean.... wah! oo na kasalanan ko na.. it is all my fault.. gaga kc ako eh.. mahal ko nga pero di ko masabi.. stil a universe away ka pa ren.. kris! putek!

//file bp0007
may mp daw sya. yeah ryt..

//file oaf pearl0002
sana marealize nia swerte sia friend nia si kris..

//file hsl p6.rum
hay malamig sa pwesto ko... masarap matulog.. so sad.. mejo maganda lesson kaso nadadala ako ng antok.. ZzZZzZzZzZzZzZz

//file oaf pc0002
2log.. soreeeee di pa la.. nakahiga lang.. sa bag.. ay rewind, umiglip pa la sya...

//file CRB0013
fanny fan.. cute.. yellow na may orange...

//file stil simple smile
tama si maxinne sulet ang smile pag minsan lang.. kakainluv.. pero ayoko na mainluv.. ansaket kc eh..

//file oaf panaginip0003
2log sa p6 rum.. GALUNGGONG.. e2 2log talaga.. promise!

//file bp0006
yeah right. i dont belong with u!

//file ulam.at.kanin
si kanin unang nakalagay sa plato. tapos nung nilagay na si adobo.. nag-usap sila. gusto kc ni kanin si adobo maging kasama sa kutsara.... kaso nabastos si kanin nung tinanong ni adobo kung ilang ulam na ba nakasama mo.. grabe.. hay sayang.. bagay pa naman adobo at kanin..

//file oaf rods0004
151 text messages pa lang.. go go go

//file oaf pearl0003
tinatawag nia akong ate.. nice.. pwede pwede.. ok naman sya eh..

//file oaf pg0003
haha.. public ka na ngaun.. gwapo mo! epal.. black paypay..

//file stil shoulder
masarap maramdaman na may masasandalan ka.. na hindi magtatanung kung baket ka umiiyak at kung baket tila naaantok ka.. masarap sumandal sa mga balikat na kahit di mo pa masyado comfortable eh sumasalo sa iyo.. at tamang tama ang timing ng katamaran mo sa pagsalita.. thanks ha!

//file oaf denver
bahala ka.. i hate u.. ansama mo.. pero mas masama ako sa iyo..
wahahaha.. pakshet.. s2pid lies.. sawa na ako..

//file music bamboo
see u on friday..

//file hsl english
hay may reporting.. 10 yrs na.. di pa ren kami nagrereport..

//file hsl di.ko.kakausapin
si ajhon, si manalang, si bubu, si pj, si emerson.. haha.. bahala kau.. beh.. pero sauce naman.. as in..

//file oaf rods0005
can rodine wait? 20 days na lang..

//file oaf rods0006
kakatunaw text ng nanay mo

//file oaf rods0007
yehey natapos ko na text messages..

//file oaf rods0008
bagay sila ni mima.. kyut sighting sa quad..

//file oaf mima0004
mima.. kyut.. kakaaliw sya..

//file oaf pg0004
sasayaw mo kaya ako kung may prom?

//file oaf lb0005
yikeeeee.. mr.. hahaha..

//file oaf lb0007
ay di na si b1 at b2.. ok lang.. straight guy dapat..

//file hsl tle.task
accomplishedddddd....... wahuuuu..

//file oaf pg0005
thanks sa ace hardware.....

//file p.s
wah na ako matype.. nawawala diary ko.. kaya padpaper muna.. diary!!! wer r u

Monday, July 11

//file oaf people.oa

//file mlb hale da.day.u.said.gudnyt
take me as u are
push me off the roof
the sadness i need this time to be with you
im freezin in the sun
im burnin in the rain
the silence im screaming callin out ur name
and i do reside in ur light
put out the fire with me and find
yeah u lose the side of ur circles
that's what i'll do if we say gudbye
to be is all i got to be
and all that i see and all that i need this time
to me the life you gave me
the day you said goodnight
the calmness in ur face
that i see through the night
the warmth of ur light is pressin unto us
you didn't ask me why
i never would have known
oblivion is falling now
if u could only know me
like your prayers at night
then everythin between you and me will be alright
she's already taken
she's already taken
she's already taken me
the day you said goodnight

//file sOp cg pic music hale
//file music hale july01


//file oaf am0008
krs didn't see am.. and krs is worrying since am is really falling for aa.. wen everyone knows that aa is a total jackass.. and besides aa is so called loyal to kb.. if u know what i mean.. krs is now worrying that is am really falled.. aa will not catch am. pc is now also worried.. i mean krs just shared it to pc.. but it is way obvious.. al is now also worried but is just laying low.. jz on the other hand has a lot more problems but jz said am aint dumb enough to fall.. am is just being blind to the truth..

//file oaf db0001
this is the first file regarding db.. db is now in the stage of fallin for fg.. well many people thinks so.. the people says that db never acts that way among people.. and i think fg may have noticed it.. i dont know but i think fg is starting to get the picture.. fg is so low in pace when it comes to love.. but fg thinks that fg is not ready for commitment.. that is why fg turned oo down.. ok ok.. db also has a delayed trust with fg.. so wen they will be beaus i think that nothing will work out the way it should be..

//file oaf mom0002
well, this is the first but i want it to start with number 2.. mom is now in the process of blaming krs for everything krs does. even the slightest mistakes krs does is a huge hole in the net.. st01 is also in the process of destroying the wholesome relationship between mom and krs.. poor mom and krs.. wen will their relationship ever be stable..

//file music m.y.m.p. op
do u know the goodbye song? it is good.. and juris is a sweet dear.. she is pretty humble even though she has gone a long way now..

//file oaf bp 0002
this file can be classified also in //file sOp abc
you know what i mean.. bp is now an ass. anyways bp just send a msg to the yg.. so dumb.. putek..

//file hsl sma reunion
mejo nagkaroon ng conting reunion sa sma.. pero hindi sa personal aspects.. mejo sa conference ng ym naman.. nandun sila ces, joms, len, jacq, caren, chad, jamil, rosanna... sorry sa di ko namention.. at marami den naging topic.. mejo masaya naman sila eh... so tawa na lang tau.. si rj nga pa la nasa neuva ecija na.. grabe anlayo.. hay.. anu ba itong buhay na ito..

//file bf pic0089
jeona and me
cute namin ni jeona noh???? eto ung panahong kami ay pumunta sa isang lugar at kaming mga candy girls at napadpad sa robinsons.. tapos itong pic na ito ay sa harap ng kameraworld sa may pedro gil wing.. nariyan nga si ejay noong mga panahong iyon dahil cinocourt nia paren si vida noon..

//file faq
    //file -- start ng file ko..
  • week [date] -- happening ng week
  • oaf [code] -- observation among friend
  • sOp [] -- some organizations n projects
    • cg -- candy girls
    • abc -- anti bp club
    • hf -- haribon foundation
    • yag -- young artists guild
    • dlsu.sc.ccs -- summer camp people

  • itfig [words] -- if the feeling is gone [kris]
  • hsl [] -- hi-skul life
    • sma -- st. marys academy
    • twns -- townes batch 06
    • clvn -- calvin batch 05
    • rf -- rutherford batch 04
  • swt [sports] -- sports wise talks
  • op [topic] -- opinion about a topic
  • dis [issue] -- dangers in the street
  • music [band] -- music life
  • mlb [band] [s] -- music lyrics bundle of songs
  • bf [number] -- bestfriend thingies
  • llp [title] -- literature prose poetry
  • crb [number] -- comfort room blubs
  • stil -- simple things in life
  • www -- world wide web
  • p.s -- pahabol sana
  • midl -- magick in daily life spells.. thoughts to ponder

more to come pa yan mga codes na yan..


//file p.s nga.pa.la
NICA stands for Now In College Admission Process..
Go JOms!

//file lpp feelin.subside

while the moon takes the sky
into her gentle light..
the feeling of hurt
is deprived inside..
my hopes are low
the faith cant grow..
i cant remember
how far did i go..
how did i leave
the memories we made.
how can i see
the past youve create..
how can i know
how to love once more..
when you've stolen the key
to door of my soul..
i want to stop myself
from stumbling once more..
but i cant teach the heart
to understand or to know..
my mind wants to picture
the image of you..
but i cant
cause ive forgotten
the things that you do..
i want to see ur face..
ur same sweet smile..
those eyes which glimmer
in the mid summer night..
the arms in where
i cried when i fall..
the hands which told me
to stand up and fight no more..
the back that carried
my body when i cried in the corner
the lips that pressed
to kiss me goodnight..
the image i see
you walking in my life
how i wish i could dance
in the lake and sink..
in to the abyss of ur love..
into the soul of your kiss.
please ground me now..
i am flyin so high..
let me go as this feeling
subsides in my life..
i feel the pearls leaving the shell
the shell; the cage
which locked them in
i can feel the pearls
running down my cheek
i can feel the hand
catching them from within
i am falling again
i can stop myself
i want to cry in your arms
i want to hold your kiss
i want to die in this life
with you by my side
i want to see the night sky
in the heart of your lips
as we again try to know ourselves
try to know the ones we never knew
try to hope the hope we never could
try to love the love we didn't have
but the clock went pass
the time of in life
when i thought you could be mine
i hope we could hope some more
you said you could love me even longer
but i walked away
from the love you gave
i cant run away from this chance
the chance to say goodbye
i wouldn't forget u
cause i cant though i try
but please believe me
i wouldn't leave you behind..
i want you to know
from the bottom of my soul
i still love you
cause though this feelin subsides
i cant run away from the truth
even though the love's locked inside..

Sunday, July 10

//file week july09

coz there is a blue sky
waitin tomorrow
waitin tomorrow
shinin shimmerin
blue sky waitin tomorrow..
>>hale

hay antagal ko na atang hindi tumutok sa internet.. sbi nga nila lahat nagbabago kahit gano mo gustong iretain ung nakasanayan..

e2 lang naman ang mga files na aking masasabi..

//file sOp ABC
the abc project is now continually growin.. it stands for anti BP club.. not bank of the philippines or the usual blood pressure but the black pig.. the dreaded black pig which leads the human race to extinction.. not the black pig species but the black pig person.. i mean the fat assed girl who sits with her tshirt possessing a huge hole she created herself.. ang i mean it in a caring way..
KRs never almost attend since BP was there.. and to KRs most unluckiness KRs sat beside BP in the jeepney.. It was by force and KRs was totally disgusted. POor KRs.. How i pity the chair where BP sat.. it will be forever be embedded by the awful smell BP projects..

//file dis nappin.101
when u have no celpone and the person beside u is askin 4 it.. be totally indirect in sayin u have no celfone.. this person i knew with the codename.. DL rode by the jeepney.. The gud thing was DL had a friend with a codename PG.. and luckily DL didnt panicked and derived a creative way of indirectly statin DL didnt possess any.. DL communicated with PG in such a way they were using a literary device called FLASHBACK.. so next time, never ride a bus or a jeepney without the calmness in yourself.. and the communication not only with friends but with GOD..

//file swt volleyball.cons
wen u are playin volleyball never drink a whole pitcher of ice cold water after the game.. especially when ur the captain ball. ull end up one week with a broken voice and a sore throat.. soon to be accompanied by a runny nose that u have to chase all the way..

//file sOp unang.hirit
not really a school organization but it is a project.. the most prestigious students of the most prestigious school of the country cannot justify the fact that 10 divided by 1/2 minus 4 is equal to 16.. instead they just proved that when under pressure a smart person would be totally insane.. how odd to not know that it was samuel ong in the issue behind the wiretappin in the latest gma-garci.. and if u know what i mean.. artist have a higher phase to go before they reach the stratosphere's boundary and find themselves suffocating and reaching the ground below.. fake lahat.. hai bahala kau!

//file oaf am001
AM is now in the stage of deny the fact that AM is falling for AA.. and AM is so pitiful since AA is a heart breaker with no hearts to look for.. AA's mouth is full of flowers which AA give to those who are light and are easy to take.. AA is like a dog begging but the one who walks the owner.. KRs pity AM but KRs cannot find a way to wake AM to the truth.. the power of love is undisputed.. number 1.. but often its power is misused

//file op comma.inside
eventhough one is awake.. one cannot really distiunguished the fact from the hallucination.. one can sometimes form images that these images replace the memory of the ones who love them.. the presence of the ones who love them.. it is not enough that the person is in comma and lay in a bed.. it is hard to accept when there is nothing you can do but sit there.. stand up.. awaitin the day.. that from comma.. the person will come back to life and nothin ever happpened.. it is more difficult to enjoy the life you have when deep inside you lock yourslef in your room crying.. what is EVEN more difficult is that if the person in the bed wants to lay forever when the people who look after him wants him to stand up...

//file oaf swt basketbol.spirit
when a game really matters and u know you've played your part.. you don;t notice the fact that the reason your team is up there all because you had 5 lay ups in the first half of the quarter.. you seem to have grounded yourself and when the 3 points end shot doesn;t go into the ring you feel unappreciate.. i admire bullet a lot since he cried when he saw the ball escaped from the hoop. and i admired him more when i saw him asking for forgiveness to the rest of the team.. bullet has a long way to go in basketball.. and i admire him for stickin to the ground and for humbling himself.. when in fact he is exalted..

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i now hold the key to my heart.. it no longer belong to him.. but i know that if fate really meant well.. we would see each other.. and i would return the key to him if that time comes.. i will just watch him as he walks by the corners of the street.. wearing his polo.. and some notebooks in his hand.. when the time is right i wish to whisper my thanks that through him.. i knew how to love..

//file oaf bf l300.0067
i remember when JK told KRs she was pretty that no boy in skul noticed that.. it was a fact.. yet KRs only replied that no one deserves the beauty she has.. i was a nice complement.. yet i believe that being beautiful in the outside projects the inside of a person.. one cannot see the beauty in others if one doesn't stop to smell the roses.. beauty is not a mere thought.. beauty is a universal fact.. found in the beheld.. yet unseen by the eye of the beholder..

//file oaf CRB 0005
KRs went out the bathroom in perfectally black and red towel covered in soap and shampoo.. just to answer a friend's call..

//file swt UAAP 07op
maganda cheering ng ust undisputed talaga.. lasalle nanalo sa badminton.. wala na ako masay.. well mejo malakas ang up sa basketball ngaun.. pero feeling ko feu na naman ata magbabag ng first place.. depende kung matalo nila ateneo at lasalle.. un ang mejo malakas lately eh..

//file op msn War.Of.Worlds
steven speilberg is the best.. you really know the value of family and the ultimate PRO of the SURPRISE ENDING... LOVE YAH ROBBY..

//file oaf denver 2july
wala masyadong improvement.. ayun usap chuva.. at tinakwil nia ako nung thursday.. buti may patrick pa ako! haha

sige...
bubye

coz theres a blue sky waitin tomorrow

kara

Monday, July 4

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mejo matagal tagal ako hindi nag online at siguro ang masasabi ko lang ay masaya naman ang aking buhay.. kc ineenjoy ko sya ng sobra..
basta masaya ako ok na.. alam mo un.. hindi naman sa wala akong pake sa ibang tao pero so what.. kung ano man isipin nila sa aken eh problema na nila iyon.. y should i bother.. i wouldn't care less..

//file swt NCAA 07op
well..
masya manood ng ncaa.. at nagpaplano akong papanoorin ko den ang future games nila.. eh enjoy ako doon eh.. tapos gwapo nung aljamal.. si yousef.. kaso sabi ni teo bano daw sya.. pero kyut sya.. haha.. uy kilig! ay masakit nga pa la talaga sa ngipin ang go nuts donuts.. as in.. masaket kaya sya.. nangingilo na ngipin ko! wah!
//file hsl mejo.bad.3p
sa skul.. wala ako masyado pake sa mapeh.. kc ginisa nila ako noong nagreport ako sa health.. pero ok lang kc enjoy naman.. at least nag-iinteract sila sa aken.. abnormal hallucination.. haha.. at naprove ko na na walang taong mentally healthy.. totally impossible.. since wala naman taong walang frustration di ba.. at lahat ng tao at some point may maladjustments.. naks.. in fairness na aapreciate ko na ang mapeh... sa cat.. well kawawa talaga ung tshirt nia.. i mean ni bp. basta long story.. lawlaw bra.. en if u think na masama ako.. ok lang.. the truth hurts.. haha!
sa compsci finite.. la den ako care.. swerte ako at matatalino mga kagroup ko sa compsci walang ka effort effort.. sa finite.. bobo naman talaga ako sa math at tanggap ko na iyon.. at least i know my weakness at tanggap ko sya.. tsaka first quarter pa lang naman.. tsaka no big duh.. mga ptolemy sila so it is expected na ganun sila.. magulat na lang ako kapag si joms perfect.. di ba? or si jeona? or ako!
sa noype...ah... no comment.. epal sya.. un lang period!
sa social.. free time lage.. pero baka maging math na sya.. sana wag muna.. at if ever pumasok na ung teacher namen tulog time na lang..
sa english... i like ms. correa a lot.. nagigising ako sa kanya.. at parang naiidulge kang makinig sa kanya.. kc syempre.. nakakagulat nga.. hay.. bahala na sa groupings.. if they dont wanna listen that is there problem.. i ll still listen.. doesnt mean na gagawin ko sa kanila un ginagawa nila sa aken..
sa anu pa ba.. humanities.. what is cultured? what is refined.. the point is [i miss jeona] wala namang ganun.. sabi nga ni jeona.. di mo kailangan magpakababa para mareach level nila.. so what i ur crazy// ibig sabihin lang noon eh may sarili kang identity.. at hindi ka normal.. kung ano man ung normal... na un.. ambobo naman kc eh.. leche..
sa physics.. epal ung epal.. alam nio na iyon.. pero di ako galit sa kanila.. that is their instinct.. tsaka for what pa.. wala na den namang mangyayari sa kanila eh.. at least sila depressed sa buhay nila kc ayaw nilang madepress pero depress sila.. eh si jeona gusto niang depress siya so indirectly masaya sia.. the correct term is contented sya.. which is what matters..
sa ad chem.. mabait si mam.. promise.. as in.. pero bisaya talaga sya.. period..
sa math.. mejo nakikinig na ako at may natututunan na ako.. kaso talaga mahirap lang ako makapick up.. at un naman talaga problem ko..
sa french.. huh? uh..... ok lang sya..... tulog powers.. at oo nga pa la.. may inside french dictionary na ako.. kaya mejo ginagago ko na lang ung subject na iyon//
sa tle.. sheeeeeet.. basta pader ako at bumalik na lang sa upuan.. haha.. nakakatawa sya infairness.. la lang.. mejo enjoy ako.. at least di ba.. no problems...

//file oaf problems.me
well nagkaroon ako ng problems..
inaasar nila ako kay emerson.. pero di naman problema iyon..
erase erase// bali asar powers ito.. di sya problem..
at epal paren si bp..
nagkaroon ng misunderstanding sa amen ni denver pero ok lang kc friends forever sila ni tommy.. nagkabati pa ren naman kami eh..
si geb.. di binigay ung book//
pero ok lang.. kc so???? haha
si jeona di sumama sa overnyt.. pero ok lang den
kc kailangan ngang ideprieve ang sarili.. asteeeeeg..
so over all wala pa la ako problema.. anu ba ito//

//file sOp candy.girls
ay nagovernyt kame kila anna.. ansaya to da MAX..
gwapo ng HALE.. pati ung drummer toner.. haha
kilig ako shet.. gwapo ni CHAMP...... wah......

nasaya magsimba.. so sort of complete na buhay ko
balance..

kawawa si abby.. peti ung tshirt.. grabe awawang awa ako sa tshirt na iyon.. sobra!

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at regarding da title..
sa kanya paren ako babalik
kc nasa kanya pa ang susi ng puso ko..
sinarado nia kc ung pintuan kaya walang makakapasok..
tipong ang masasabi ko eh wala ako kung wala sya..
at masaya na ako simply dahil mahal ko sya..
nung narinig ko boses nia sa phone..
parang timugil ang oras at panahon..
at nalaman ko sa sarili ko..
na sya talaga na numpa sa puso ko..
wala akong magagawa kahit di ako muslim..
dahil na sa kanya wala sa aken..

ok nagrhyme sya.... wOOw.. freakHee...

ang ibig kong sabihin
eh mahal ko pa ren si kris..
ok na ba?

yun..
kahit di man kami maging kami
ok lang..
kc single until i die ako..
it was a promise..
at sana lang kung nasaan man sya
alam nia na may nagmamahal sa kanya..

i dont expect anything
as in..

kc nga mahal ko sya...
oh yan ha....
inamin ko na..
kris talaga!

//bubye na..