[û] watchin the moon rise [û]

three.instances

walking down the road

stared at the sky
-- couldn*t find a reason

i existed

did i

another year has passed
a moment of reflection

couldn*t but think
did i do something good
something to help the world

i want to be better

i need to be better

i will be Perfect

but perfection limits people
perfection sets limitation

gives a cage

to the free spirit

-- of the universe

in front of an image

illusions

unknown
unspeakable
undefine

why couldn*t i write

++limited words

couln*td keep myself from pondering

am i this shallow

couldn*t i think of something more

why can*t i create poems
why can*t i express myself
why can*t i play this beat
why can*t i speak

i couldn*t listen
-- tell me

could you

i never though i would end up this way

this isn*t me

wake me up

above the roof

[tears falling]

how should i feel

what is it like to feel

[rain pouring]

so cold

is this how to feel

close your eyes
--could you hear the music

|| no ||

i hear

--emptiness--

imagine the dance floor
then the music STOPS
you caught his eyes
he stares at you
-- could you sense emotions

|| no ||

i sense

--nothing--

imagine he places his arms
around you
moves you closer
places his hand
in your cheeks
-- could you notice his touch

|| no ||

i notice

--vacuum--

i*m starting to fall for you

i*m just
a dream

you*re
the dreamer

+ i envy you +

[rain stopped]

i can*t understand

please tell me

[tears drop from you]

phone call

[first conversation]

|-do you think he*s angry
|+no
|+he*s still happy
|+why?
|-i*m doubting
|-he wouldn*t talk to me
|+no chance
|+we*re just a bit
|+haggard
|-thanks
|-glad to here about it
|+need to go back to work

[second conversation]

|" i*ll talk to you
|- no thanks
|" he loves you
|- you can*t understand
|- i won*t talk to you
|" ?
|- you wouldn*t understand
|" he loves you


promise me

what

when the time comes
when that time comes

you*ll be there

--listen to me

i need you

yes

thanks

thoughts

i wanted to tell you

i know what you*re worth

not to the world
to me

an answered prayer

a gift of heaven

please wait

i*m not yet mature enough
to give my everything
-- to you

i*m sure of one thing
-- i have you

i can*t speak

all i want to say
-- i love you

but i can*t
not now
not ever

wait for me

when august ends

when i could talk to HIM

i need to be sure his safe

before i could be happy

-- in your arms

posted by kara @ 12:54 AM