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insecurity

i went to a trip
this was a very happy trip

but i was not happy
simply because
i found insecurity

he said i was an angel face
he had this crush on me
i also thought he was kind of cute
maybe we were meant to be

but then i saw this guy
who was tall and handsome too
my friend liked him as a toy
but i wanted him as a friend

this guy liked my friend
he really does...
but my friend only sees him
as an innocent boy waiting to be touched

he will get touched
and played and fooled
i don*t want it to be
please let him free

but he wants to be
touched toyed and fooled
poor handsome guy
left at the same place where he stood

but this other guy
who seems to befriend me
said i was the one
who he wants to be with

but i dont know
and i dont care
all i want is
that image that they share

they all see me
as some best friend material girl
who no one could love
more than a friend or so

no one could say they love me
because im not that kind of girl
i always smile at all faces
and make them happy as they were

i make there frown upside down
i could listen to them saying all they want
but they can never see beyond that line
they know fate could not intertwine

but im thankful at least
one friend believes in me
time will just passs by
some one will come to make me smile

i want this friend to be happy
cause he knows the real me
he was there when no one came
he was there, simply untamed

but he tamed me, i tamed him
we are both in the same situation
where we are lifeless within
he has found what he wants, i haven't

i thank god for an answered prayer
cause he came at the exact time
to be my friend the one who will always be there
giving me smile, hope and laughter to share...

posted by kara @ 1:06 AM