//file week june22
// file june 22
the day today is june 22 and it is a wednesday..
yes a wedensday nanaman.. as usual..
what just happen for the past days..
let me tell yah..
//file june 18 saturday
in the transition of the days i went outside..
at sa walang magawa si arianne
eh tinakot niya ako dahil ganito iyon..
nakaupo ako doon sa motor ng kanyang daddy dearest.. at ako ay masayang nagkukwento kay denver.. nang biglang tumayo si ariane at hindi ko alam at bigla niyang naovercome ang aking weight at ako ay napatapon sa wall.. sayang di ko na hit.. anyways.. kinapos ako ng hininga at tada... hinika ako.. natakot silang lahat at nagtangkang gisingin ang aking mother pero hindi nila ginising.. gradually, naging normal ang breathing ko at infairness ala lang alala sila sa aken.. touch.. wah! pero nahuli den ako ni mama na lumabas.. at grounded ako for guess what.
ISANG ARAW!!!
yes one day lang.. bait ng mama ko no.. pero may deal kami no.. indi naman ganun kaluwag si mama.. basta iyon ang nangyari..
//file june 19 sunday
di nanaman ako nagsimba.. ambad ko naman.. eh kasalanan ko ba hindi naman ako ginising ni mama.. pero matanda na ako dapat kaya ko na gisingin ang sarili ko.. well, hindi naman nag-aalala si densel.. at mejo oks naman.. pero di bumaba si denver.. baket kaya? hay ewan ko ba sa kanya.. anyways// si ariane naman eh nagsosorry sinabi ko na nga na ok eh sorry pa ren ng sorry.. pero anyways.. ang masasabi ko lang eh mejo masaya naman ako ngaun mga panahong ito.. dapat happy man pa ren kahit mejo mejo rapunsel ako.. ngaun officially na seal ang kasunduan namin ni mama.. at ang hindi sumunod eh papalayasin.. ngek! pero syempre kahit panakot. nakakatakot naman talaga eh.. basta un.. at wala akong allowance.. well magkakaroon din naman ako pero on school days lang.. basta alam nio na iyon no..
//file june 20 monday
mejo ok na kami ni mama.. pero sa baba na ako natutulog ngaun.. syempre ang kapal naman ng face ko kung hindi ko gawin un no.. duh! anyways.. ang weight ko eh 5 kg sabi noong stupid weighing machine.. liliit din yan.. pero kaweight ko lang si paula.. at nagdecrease ang aking height.. from 165 eh naging 164.. anu kaya un.. nagdecrease.. anu yan may osteoporosis ako eh fourteen pa lang ako.. i am only fourteen.. anyways.. sa aking katangahan eh nahulog ako sa upuan ng aming dakilang p6 class.. napakadakila ng class na iyon at hanga ako sa aming teacher na si sir bautista.. at alam mo bang wala naman kaming masyadong ginawa ngaun araw na ito.. biruin mo ba naman eh walang pe.. walang pe at ako ay nagdala ng pe uniform.. alam mo ba un.. excellence forever nga,,. leche.. tapos wala makulit ako today.. di bagay kay rodine ung walang bigote.. mukha syang bakla.. pero sabi nga nia masasanay din daw ako.. anyways di dala ni jeona ang picture so wala pa akong madadag dag sa pahinang ito.... hopefully.. hay jeona.. ireport mo na kasi sa pulis na ninakaw nga nia..
//file june 21 tuesday
ako ay absent today.. at nagising ako ng 900 am .. filler si tito nuno na cutting ngera ako! duh di ako tulad ng anak nia na ayaw mag-aral.. he leche.. anyways ang akin pang masasabi eh ako ay nagparecopy ng aking 2 by 2 picture para sa UP.. at madami nga pa lang mascians sa Up.. pati nga si karen ng reontgen ay aking nakita.. pati na ren si jesserie na kakarera ni tricia eh nakasalubong ko.. ngunit ang masasabi ko eh napakaswerte ng araw na ito.. kami ay number 39 sa pila at madali kong nakuha ang aking test permit.. ako ay kukuha ng pagsusulit sa araw ng sabado sa ika anim ng agosto sa oras na 6 30 ng umaga sa matayod na infrastructurang nagngangalang SOlair.. malapit lang sya sa university avenue.. ung lang ang ako ay absent.... maganda iyon.. at oo nga pa la.. nakita ko sila edison sa mrt.. pati na ren si gie.. whatever the spelling is.. at ang lalakeng gumising sa aken noong math camp..
at oo nga pa la.. ako ay masaya.. dahil lahat ng tao ay nagkabati ngaun including me and denver.. o di ba.. malupet lang doon eh nabastos ako sa kanya kapatid.. at past is past.. nasabi ko naman ang saloobin ko at siguro naman eh natuto na sya.. hay naku sarah.. better timing next time.. bagong gising kasi ako tapos binad 3p ako..
//file june 22 wednesday
increase in allowance.. 190 na sya ngaun.. la lang.. at infairness nakakabad3p.. eto lang masasabi ko for today..
- electricfan
- mentally healthy
- sir bangayan
- foot rug
- liar
- toothbrush
- sandwich
- free time
- celphone ni anna
- nanay ni ana
- constipated
- monalisa ni reichelle
- p6, ad chem and math
ayun na ata ang mga phrases na makakadescribe sa aking skul.. thanks to candice for the advance chemistry table.. to damien for my mathematics homework, to anna lea for the answers in the ad chem paper.. to paula for the 20 pesos.. jeona for my pe notebook.. rei for that remarkable storie.. complete with action and expression.. and for denver.. basta.. kasi mabait kaung lahat.. kaya ako ay nagpapasalamat.. pati pa la kay knick knacks para sa sulatan ever namin dalawa.. at kay densel para sa morning service along the roads of annex45 and hawaii circle.. IDOL pre.. anyways iyon lang ang nangyari sa aking maikling araw...
the coin is flipping na..
seven nga eh parang number ko na..
hindi na sya malas..
wala na ngang malas sa aken..
lahat swerte..
di ba....?
You Are the Enthusiast |
7
You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.
You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.
Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.
You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.
|
//kAra
//file week june18
today is june 18, 2005..
and it is a saturday..
happening's for the past few days...
.mOndAy.
well i had no classes today which meant i was stuck inside the house all day long.. well not all day.. gradually, i went outside almost for the whole day together with the people in this annex 45. yes, the people from this block.. i know this is not like annex 17 or the venezuela but i am actually making friends in this block right now.. is that gud news or what.. well sorta.. but not.. i hope classes would stop quickly i dont feel at ease with my classmates nor my teachers. they are both uncooperative...
.TuEsdAy.
well, i rushed to the room of townes and find that there was no classes.. well there was but who cares. .i just want to get a diploma right now... well, i have the cellular phone of jeona the whole day.. takin avid pictures of me and my classmates.. and also i texted denver.. who might he be? well just a friend.. just a friend that hopes to be my beau.. yeah right.. i want to be single forever.. i have a copy of the may issue of candy now but i cant find where it is.. yes.. a lot like me... i bought a resistor at the metropolis and planned to just go home in muntinlupa.. but luckily mom didn't notice the time frame... lucky lucky me.. and also she bought me an orange hair pony thingie.. that thingie..... flipped coin? i hope..
.wEdnEsdAy.
it rained today.. and life showed me both sides of the plate.. i mean of the coin.. the harsh side and the nice side.. well the day went great and not at the same time.. i went to the room of moseley only to find that jeona didn't have her celphone with her.. and then i borrowed the celphone of jeona.. i was pretty wasted this day since we had 7 hours of nonstop class torture.. 7 hours.. can u believe that.. the skul is killin me! but time flew when it was in the afternoon..
also, denver fetch me.. and we spent 2 hours and 45 minutes together.. which is a lucky number to me.. after all it is 11.. but there was a huge toad or frog in the road! and the toad was freaky.. then mom scolded me.. too perfect.. not!
.tHuRsdAy.
today well, it was an okay day.. rodine doesn't have the mustache anymore.. and i got a free ride to skul today.. courtesy of vianney.. but she was scolded by her father.. PArents.. they want to ruined your day but want u to be fine.. that is pretty freaky. but the universal truth.. and anyways.. what did i do today? i dont know.. maybe slept by a few classes.. talked until i got tired and ate the lunch combo.. sandwich banana c2.. that combo i mean.. anyways.. i dont know what happened.. i am now rapunsel.... locked in the kingdom with the huge castle stairs and the deadly dragon..
.fReedAy.
shutter... and calvin was a blast.. how i missed my section so much.. so much that i want to burst into tears and joy wen i was with them... but i really want to be with them in every single way possible.. also denver and i had a dared.. to not go out of the house.. but he broke it first.. and i want to tell you i am officially rapunsel.. but i am a happy rapunsel. like the happy man.. except i have my shirt on.. and also i am improving since i got two zeros and yet i am still happy. isn't that a big lift of confidence... well, yes it is.. at least im happy.. and also i just want to share that nick was in the front of the house until 12 am.. yes until 12 am.. and i just want to tell u i was touched.. after calvin this.. i mean it is ok if mom scolds me more.. but it is weighed off by the goodness these people show to me..
.sAtUrdAy.
i dont know.. im stuck in the house.. and i am officially stuck.. i am really rapunsel.. have faith in myself.. that is what my horoscope said// well.. i have.. i hope.....
//end of the week..
//file op swit.yet.harsh
the day started without pehm..
lucky start...
wait and see..
after that particular subject
i got to a torture of 7 straight hours of no break time..
this includes the dreaded tle.. in mr.bangayan's clutches
and the two hour seminar in the room of mam gallardo..
hey i just got 9 out of ten in the sorta review quiz!
yes that review quiz in computer science..
to be honest i don't feel like being the cs fanatic i was..
i just want to graduate..
as in graduate in lasalle
get a job
transfer at up diliman..
for the play i mean..
or maybe i should audition in the gantimpala theater in
luneta..
yep...
that theater in manila..
ok...
so i do have a future in the so called it technology///
yeah the information technology..
well..
i just want to graduate....
honestly...
and to have that diploma in my wall..
hanging!
and also i want to be a mentally healthy person..
like anyone is healthy...
yeah right.....
wendy and ariane stopped by....
that is all i guess...
and rodine has nothing to say but the buzz beep..
yeah....
the buzz. beep......
//file lpp fear.of.losin.oneself
i feel like i am a stranger to myself...
not to the world but only to myself..
when i see the face i was before
i just look up the sky to remember how to know..
how to know about smiling, laughing
sleeping, dreaming ang continue on pursuing.....
how to love and live the life i was born to
how to find my self like no one could do..
i feel like i am a stanger in my own mind
i feel like the truth is unwind
i want to scream like no one could hear
i want to cry with no falling tear
i see myself in the mirror across the street
wishing ang hoping i could be complete
wishing the world will go back in time..
in the times i knew you were mine
but now i see myself alone in this life
where everybody left me without a sign
i sitting here waiting here in the dark alone
those days are gone.. and the laughter has faded
i cant find a reason for me to stay laid..
i want to get up but i just cant try
coz this feeling can t make me touch the sky
i want to know why i became like this
i want to know why my tear just in the abyss
please tell me why it hurts inside
cause i feel i cant make it collide
the feeling of being myself
is losing as i speak..
she walks fast i walk slow
she answers while i don't know
hoping ill find you someday
i retrieve you in each and every day
trying my best to do my part
hoping i was the one i were from the start..
//file itfig may31
hay alam mo ba/...
sobrang naaasar ako....
dahil ako ay isang torpe
pero dapat pakipot//
babae ako..
ngunit hindi ko mapigilang
na..
nanatotorete kapag ikaw na...
tipong kachat nga kita
dinadaan ko lang sa tanung
pero sa totoo ang mga tanung na iyon
ay dahil sa iyo..
at sana..
ako ay iyong mapansin..
dahil alam mo bang..
ika'y ninanaais makasama....
sana hindi ka ganyan kabait..
nakakaasar kc//
kinikilig ako..
pero hindi naman dapat..
dahil anu nga ba ako sa iyo?
at sana nababasa kita...
hindi un tipong
nagbabasa ako ng libro
na baliktad pa la..
alam mo
feeling ko
kaya kong labanan ang mundo
kapag ika'y kasama ko..
at sana..
sana...
makasama naman kita..
kahit minsan..
sumikat ang araw..
na paggising..
ikaw ay nasa aking balikat..
mahimbing na natutulog
at sana..
maabot kita..
at makapiling
kahit sa pagbilog ng buwan
ika'y makita..
at iyong masabi sa akin..
na "mahal kita"..
