[û] watchin the moon rise [û]

//file lpp fear.of.losin.oneself

i feel like i am a stranger to myself...
not to the world but only to myself..
when i see the face i was before
i just look up the sky to remember how to know..

how to know about smiling, laughing
sleeping, dreaming ang continue on pursuing.....
how to love and live the life i was born to
how to find my self like no one could do..

i feel like i am a stanger in my own mind
i feel like the truth is unwind
i want to scream like no one could hear
i want to cry with no falling tear

i see myself in the mirror across the street
wishing ang hoping i could be complete
wishing the world will go back in time..
in the times i knew you were mine

but now i see myself alone in this life
where everybody left me without a sign
i sitting here waiting here in the dark alone

those days are gone.. and the laughter has faded
i cant find a reason for me to stay laid..
i want to get up but i just cant try
coz this feeling can t make me touch the sky

i want to know why i became like this
i want to know why my tear just in the abyss
please tell me why it hurts inside
cause i feel i cant make it collide

the feeling of being myself
is losing as i speak..
she walks fast i walk slow
she answers while i don't know

hoping ill find you someday
i retrieve you in each and every day
trying my best to do my part
hoping i was the one i were from the start..

posted by kara @ 4:12 PM