[û] watchin the moon rise [û]

escalator.tip

as i was on the escalator
i look around
see this sea
this sea of people
who are passing by
walking around

do they really know where they should go
i dont

i dont know
i feel like walking to this abyss which is the crowd
i want to run away
all i want to do right know is what i like
-- the passion --

i went to the hospital a lot of times right now
this cage was sucking me
like a vampire was present only worse
it was an invisible corpse passing by

we ended up locked in that --cage--
for like over night

i woke up around something something in the morning
only to find that it is ice-cold
really ice cold
when i stood up
it was normal again in temperature

something is haunting me

it is invisible
is it essential to me?

is it essential to feel this weakness that covers me?

we went outside of that cage for sometime
and went to an even bigger cage
or what i call a market

it was the mall

you see the different images
that mirror the soul of this earth
i cant seem to understand
putting on this mask
trying to accept this trend
this so called wave
trying to impress others
when we cant even find contentment inside
why do we need to walk this road
and find that we dont belong

or at least we think we belong

this feeling keeps on moving me
when i feel closed or suffocated
i stand and walk

i walk
walking has given me this sense of security
it is kind of odd to think that walking
could really burn a lot of calories

all i have to do right now
is burn some weigh
burn some energy
burn my desire

i need to find that spark
that flame
i will light it up again
to see the things that i use to have
to be on the go
i dont want to be a sloth anymore

this weakness is killing me

i have to fight myself
some how

yellow was my color
but when added with red
it ends up with who i am

-- orange
like
intellect when added with passion
gives happiness

i need those materials
i hope you could just buy them in a store
ill save all the money ill have
to just buy that passion

i need it
badly

ill go down this escalator
and wait for you to come
and pass me by

posted by kara @ 8:57 PM